What? I am pregnant?? Like seriouslyyyy

16 Jan -

Tgk cermin. "Isk apsal perut makin buncit nii n seluar tetibe ktat plak nii. Tu lah minum ais 24 jam lpas pantang then every time mkn ulang air. Dah la dlu pantang tah pape. Hishh start mlm ni pkai girdle umi bagi dulu balik lahh. Malu kot badan kurus perut munscits"

*pastu almost every night tdo pakai girdle sbb risau seluar ttbe x muat. Padahal lpas bersalin deena dlu pon rilek je pkai seluar lame siap longgar lagiii

22 Jan-

Pening kepala and sakit perut gile. 

"Hadoii time2 ni la nk food poisoning kann. Pening smpi rase nk muntah plakk..."

Ade presentation kt ofis, after present pagi tu, met and ckp dgn bos sakit perit gile so mntk balik nk jumpe doc. Bos said " sure, just make sure u r reachable thru phone ya". Ait ait boss!

Pikir2 nak pegi jmpe pakar sakit puan sbb Deena still breastfeed so period x dtg smpi Deena 18 months then dtg skali then x dtg2 dah smpi skarang - like 3 months ago. 

Pnah consulted a doc previously - Paed Deena (ex-gynae) ckp normal tp time sakit2 ni terfikir endometriosis lah bagai kann. Quite a number of my gf yg dpt pnyakit2 perempuan ni and since iolz pon mmg jenis x health concern n mkn fast foods - risau jugak lah kan kena (time ni baru nak beringat kannnn..motifff)

Tp fikir balik x larat lah pulak dgn pening kpale nk beratur pnjg jmpe gynae. Konfem ptg2 ni dah xdpt jmpe. Pegi lah Lita Alia sajee.

Dalam bilik doc-

Doc: haa sakit ape? (ni mmg ayt template doc2 aku rase)

I olz: saye rase saye endometriosis.

Doc: kenape ye? Klo endo kne tros refer hospital, clinic x boleh handle. Pnah diagnosed and treated for endometriosis ke before ni? 

I olz: oo ntah la sbb saya bf baby so x period for 18 months then period skali then xperiod2 dah smpi 2-3 bln. Pastu skarang sakit perut teruk smpi pening2 nk pitam sume. Ade few kwn saye kne endo jugak so takut saye pon ade.

Doc: ouh la ye kee. Ingt mmg dh pnah diagnosed. *checking my bp and body temp*. Hrmm bp normal, badan panas demam ni. Xpe kite test urine dlu kot2 kencinh kotor ke ape.

*so i olz pon pg toilet, weewee sebekas and 'donate' dkt nurse. Kihkih.

* doc suro tggu luar dlu and die entertain few other patients.

Nurse: Pn Azie, masuk

Doc : senyum2

I olz: kencing kotor ke doc? Ade endometriosis?

Doc: hish awak ni. Alhamdulillah tahniah mengandung. Dah terang dah line ni haa. Kencing kotor xde pon.

I olz: haaa? boleh pcaye ke ni doc? Sebab saye (bla bla blaaa blaa discuss panjang dgn doc)

Doc: kun fa yakun. Jaga diri. Nak scan skarang ke kalau xpercaya lg. tp rase baru ni x nmpk ape sgt. Lg 2 mggu dtg scan balik kay? So saye bg acid folic je ok?

I olz: err ok. Er acid folic xpayah la doc. Sy mmg x mkn ubat. 

Doc: ade morning sickness x? If boleh mkn berkhasiat then xpe.

I olz: x morning sickness pon. X kottt. Anyway thank you doc and nurse. Ouh nak stick tu bleh? Saye ni x pnah mrase nak test sndri. Anak 1st pon doc jugak yg detect.

Doc: tu lah smpi ke endometriosis awak fikir. Complicated!

Keluar2 tros snap test stick doc nihh n text Mr R. Haha. Unexpected but of course we are happy and cant wait to see him/her! Alhamdulillah...

May Allah protects the baby and may he/she grows healthily in my womb and safely delivered once the time comes.

*semoga yg terpakai girdle awal2 tu x effect baby*

Ameen.